Spagetti Sin D: [13 Jan 2010|01:46pm] [ mood | crappy ] Happy new Years everyone! I haven't written in a while mainly because the New Years been so crappy for me XD but its okay Rambo Clans has been there for me <3 So my household has SINNED me, SINNED me. They threw out my spagetti leftovers in the fridge (and taco a few days ago like twice) DX MY SOUL!!! <-- spagetti addicted. This isn't the first time, ANY food I leave over night they throw out . *le sigh* Luckily I bought bread *___* *noms it* and yea, SETA IS A SEXY BABY~ Got my dream set BABY! ( Seta-ness ) w00t! This game is seriously is my life >.>;; 2 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

[19 Dec 2009|12:51am] [ mood | stressed ] ( 14% = 45mil exp = fucking grindfest ---- IMAGE OVERLOAD!---- ) Also wanted to say, THANK YOU myreasoninlife and lelola for the snowflake :3 their lovely. btw, life is fucking stressful. I just hate the human kind D: Why must we be such inconsiderate creatures T^T <--- or maybe just hates customer services. This holiday has been a real "ugly side to humanity" DX I can't believe people will come up with just to have the world revolve around THEM. >.> On another news, yea. Phone. Stressful. Will not touch. Call. I won't answer :X Just to let you all know. Going out and shit = stressful. But apparently a few people (no matter how blunt I say it or how repeatedly I say it) these selected few will not understand. This year is my DESTRESSING year, YET, these last few weeks has been UBER Stress and burned out TO THE MAX. I FUCKING WANT TO SLOW DOWN AND NOT CARE FOR A WHILE PLEASE AND THANK YOU. buuuuuuuuuuuttttttttttt said selected few will never understand *sigh* Might just never pick up the phone or give hem contact to moi every again D: and on GOOD NEWS: I FUCKING TOUCHED PHOTOSHOP!!!! For the last 7 months, I finally DID something. Now to start working on real art pieces and I'll be over my slump in no time :D (given people let me to destress) 15 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

I'm off... [21 May 2009|11:48am] [ mood | tired ] ...to a bad start D= Didn't sleep for the last two days, I really look like a panda now! XD Yet, their still not rings under my eyes, it's a blob D= where's mah rings?!*rarely get it regardless of so many sleepless nights* I'm still fucked, the following still needs to be done: - 5 boot covers - 2 wigs (the bloodiest hardest of them all) - the black skirt that might not be done afterall *is going to get killed >.<* - the details and fitting for Philomele and Nikki's jacket - the over hang for Nikki's bottom - Cat ears and Tail I seriously look like I'm moving. XD 2 giant boxes, 2 suitcases, and 2 little bags/hand held. Fun this is, Vayne's wig got crushed in all that majumboness. + 1 more thing to do - restyle Vayne's wig. I'm brining a shit loads of short-hair golden fur, I don't think I'll finish using it all but I don't want to take it home. LOL Roxis' coat, just the pattern's alone, took me 10 hours to do. 4 hours for the top jacket and 6hours for the bottom, non-stop, no breaks. Worst of all, I haven't even installed the pockets for the cards (or really made it <-- bullshitted it though doesn't remember what her logic was though...) So I might end up being pocketless. Ahahahahaha~ I don't want to work on Roxis' stuff anymore, I've already simplified it (left out half the actually designs out), I really dug many graves for me to die in last night. TAT I took Edo with me half way... hohohohohohoo So I'm off to Anime North! See everyone there! SWEATSHOP AT AYU'S PLACE!!! 2 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

And the countdown REALLY begins... [20 May 2009|07:48am] [ mood | busy ] I can't believe tomorrow is Anime North. D= AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I'm about 60% finish, living off of 4-6 hours MAX of sleep each night since two Sunday's ago. I think this is much worst than my three weeks of hell during Final Project week. Yay me. Stop digging my own grave, me! Alright, the only things that needs to be done is: Dye fabric (yes I've been saying this for the last 4 days, never got around to it), Roxis' coat base & everything else, Nikki's coat base and all it's shit, Philomele's god who knows what they hell I'm doing, Boot cover and 5 wigs to style + it's decor. Yup, I got about 30 hours or less to do all this shit. I win life. *soul leaves body* How is everyone else holding up? Don't die from exhaustion guys!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL. Yet somewhere in the back of my mine, it's telling me that I will have time to do a second cosplay: Pandora's Heart - Break WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU AYU?!?!?!?!?!! So my schedule so far is, photoshoot and than go hide somewhere. I might watch the boring Masquerade since my friends are coming for their first time. So we will see. I still plan to hide somewhere in a corner and Play party mode of Monster Hunter 2 on my PSP (no DS for me this year). If you got it, come play with me~ Depending on my luggage, I may or may not bring Zephyr along. I hope I can though, it's tradition for my little boy to come ^_____^ Besides, I've neglected them for such a long time *shakes fist at school and life* so I hope I will AT LEAST get them something new at the doll market. =D Wish me luck~ I'm going to die like every other cosplayer. EDIT It's 9am right now. I'm having a crisis. I'm already out of fabric for my Roxis' long coat, but it seems that the sleeve pattern I cutted last night is MISSING. HOMG, like panic mode is already on, now it just broke. My hopes of finish have shot down from 80% to 20%. I just want to quit while I'm ahead now. D= *wants to give up so badly* I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this. It was going so smoothly last night. Where the FUCK could the sleeve pattern be?! HOMG I FINALLY BLOODY FOUND YOU *collapses* Back to slave work sweatshop ness... Edit - It's 3:10am. I finished one side of Roxis jacket design. Now the other side go. All that's left is Nikki's and Philomele's jacket + 5 boot covers + 2 wigs (The two hardest ones TAT) and than I'm officially done. See all the above, would roughly take.... another two days? WITH A sewing machine? I'm so fucked. D= Fucked. 3.5 hours of sleep worth two days use. Wow, I'm surprised I'm alive. 7 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

I'm back~ [23 Apr 2009|02:31pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | What 'bout my star - Macross Frontier ] But let me get this out of my system first: Paypal, your a fucking asshole! *hyperventilates* They said they've sent the confirmation, it's been about a month, I haven't gotten it. *mentally strangles them at the throat* So I'm trying to purchase Anime north Passes for my co-workers. What happens? Paypal now put this thing up where you can't use a credit card that is in their system, and forces you to log in. Well, you know, I wouldn't be doing the not-log-in thing, if you only let me using my fucking credit card in the first place. Paypal already fucked with my summer courses saving so I got no school when I'm suppose to, I've been waiting for their bloody confirmation that never came. But the deadline on online registration ends one May 1st. I won't see everyone til after April ends, so I can't even collect the money from them (one's gone back home, the other is in Vancouver, I can only get money from one of them). Paypal = convenient... MY ASS. Credit cards were invented for a reason. Its called "buy now, pay is back later", not oh-looks-I-useless-but-boy-am-I-pretty-and-rectangular. Helping people should not be this painful!! Actually, to be honest, I really should stop helping people buy things, I have over $200 worth of UOMes... er....ehehe...hehehe... I really feel bad for asking this, but none of them have a credit card but its cheaper to buy it now and not having to line up on Friday and waste your life away in said line. So... Can I borrow someone to paypal for 2 Adult Anime North tickets for me? >.> I'll pay you back at Anime North when I get the money from them. Onto another news: *continuously stabs paypal mentally* My Mac is back. Nothing is lost. Apparently the HD connector fried. The trainer that helped me was really nice and he was totally awesome to converse with. At first I thought he was a little weird, but he turned out to be an awesome guy. Yay to Apple. Actually lately, I've been slowly converting to liking macs more. Pc just looks so dull and boring and the colors! Homg the horrid colors on a PC. My prof, gave me just a passing mark, said I still have grammar and spelling problems on my Proposal YET, I got two people to proof read. So this taught me one thing: Proof reading is a waste of time. I'm going to be wrong anyways, get the same mark, so why even bother doing that extra work if the result will be the same. He said a 10% boost if I got a proof reader, it was like a 0% boost in my case. I've also gotten a chance to RP with Ja-chan, so that was awesome. Kittens, THOUSANDS OF CATS~~~ *maniacal laughter* Inside joke... No one will know what I'm talking about... And the Cosplay progress is: 3 skirts done + patterns for Roxis' inner jacket cutted. I'm SO FUCKED. AHAHAHAHAHA WATCH ME HOTEL PEOPLE!! YOU WILL ALL WATCH ME SEWING MY ASS OFF ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY!!! Exactly like last year AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! -D00med- *faints* And I'm debating: Should I make a 07-Ghost Layout first or Alto Saotome Layout? Aestetically 07-Ghost would look nicer, but butbutbut Alto - cross dressing/being beautiful is also win! Alto distracted me for two days straight with his sexiness, I have no resistance to beautiful, long-hair men who happen to get forced to play women parts in plays and who also makes a much sexier women than a really one. Oh Sheryl, ofc your chest will bring more happiness than Alto's... AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! *dies laughing* Oh I love Macross Frontier just too much! Lately, I've been devouring all the red apples in my house... *looks completely innocent* <--- actually, she stole them all from the fridge of her step-moms, so technically it's not Ayu's apple as she didn't pay for them. akinarei Sorry, I'm too lazy to Compose a new email atm, Are ye good for this Friday night? Now that my mac is back and full functional, we can continue~ No Lj-cut, F33R!!! Who plays Left4Dead on 360? SOMEONE PLAY WITH ME~ *ish n00b at shooters tho* 16 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE