I'm off... [21 May 2009|11:48am] [ mood | tired ] ...to a bad start D= Didn't sleep for the last two days, I really look like a panda now! XD Yet, their still not rings under my eyes, it's a blob D= where's mah rings?!*rarely get it regardless of so many sleepless nights* I'm still fucked, the following still needs to be done: - 5 boot covers - 2 wigs (the bloodiest hardest of them all) - the black skirt that might not be done afterall *is going to get killed >.<* - the details and fitting for Philomele and Nikki's jacket - the over hang for Nikki's bottom - Cat ears and Tail I seriously look like I'm moving. XD 2 giant boxes, 2 suitcases, and 2 little bags/hand held. Fun this is, Vayne's wig got crushed in all that majumboness. + 1 more thing to do - restyle Vayne's wig. I'm brining a shit loads of short-hair golden fur, I don't think I'll finish using it all but I don't want to take it home. LOL Roxis' coat, just the pattern's alone, took me 10 hours to do. 4 hours for the top jacket and 6hours for the bottom, non-stop, no breaks. Worst of all, I haven't even installed the pockets for the cards (or really made it <-- bullshitted it though doesn't remember what her logic was though...) So I might end up being pocketless. Ahahahahaha~ I don't want to work on Roxis' stuff anymore, I've already simplified it (left out half the actually designs out), I really dug many graves for me to die in last night. TAT I took Edo with me half way... hohohohohohoo So I'm off to Anime North! See everyone there! SWEATSHOP AT AYU'S PLACE!!! 2 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

And the countdown REALLY begins... [20 May 2009|07:48am] [ mood | busy ] I can't believe tomorrow is Anime North. D= AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I'm about 60% finish, living off of 4-6 hours MAX of sleep each night since two Sunday's ago. I think this is much worst than my three weeks of hell during Final Project week. Yay me. Stop digging my own grave, me! Alright, the only things that needs to be done is: Dye fabric (yes I've been saying this for the last 4 days, never got around to it), Roxis' coat base & everything else, Nikki's coat base and all it's shit, Philomele's god who knows what they hell I'm doing, Boot cover and 5 wigs to style + it's decor. Yup, I got about 30 hours or less to do all this shit. I win life. *soul leaves body* How is everyone else holding up? Don't die from exhaustion guys!!! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL. Yet somewhere in the back of my mine, it's telling me that I will have time to do a second cosplay: Pandora's Heart - Break WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU AYU?!?!?!?!?!! So my schedule so far is, photoshoot and than go hide somewhere. I might watch the boring Masquerade since my friends are coming for their first time. So we will see. I still plan to hide somewhere in a corner and Play party mode of Monster Hunter 2 on my PSP (no DS for me this year). If you got it, come play with me~ Depending on my luggage, I may or may not bring Zephyr along. I hope I can though, it's tradition for my little boy to come ^_____^ Besides, I've neglected them for such a long time *shakes fist at school and life* so I hope I will AT LEAST get them something new at the doll market. =D Wish me luck~ I'm going to die like every other cosplayer. EDIT It's 9am right now. I'm having a crisis. I'm already out of fabric for my Roxis' long coat, but it seems that the sleeve pattern I cutted last night is MISSING. HOMG, like panic mode is already on, now it just broke. My hopes of finish have shot down from 80% to 20%. I just want to quit while I'm ahead now. D= *wants to give up so badly* I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this. It was going so smoothly last night. Where the FUCK could the sleeve pattern be?! HOMG I FINALLY BLOODY FOUND YOU *collapses* Back to slave work sweatshop ness... Edit - It's 3:10am. I finished one side of Roxis jacket design. Now the other side go. All that's left is Nikki's and Philomele's jacket + 5 boot covers + 2 wigs (The two hardest ones TAT) and than I'm officially done. See all the above, would roughly take.... another two days? WITH A sewing machine? I'm so fucked. D= Fucked. 3.5 hours of sleep worth two days use. Wow, I'm surprised I'm alive. 7 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

I'm back~ [23 Apr 2009|02:31pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | What 'bout my star - Macross Frontier ] But let me get this out of my system first: Paypal, your a fucking asshole! *hyperventilates* They said they've sent the confirmation, it's been about a month, I haven't gotten it. *mentally strangles them at the throat* So I'm trying to purchase Anime north Passes for my co-workers. What happens? Paypal now put this thing up where you can't use a credit card that is in their system, and forces you to log in. Well, you know, I wouldn't be doing the not-log-in thing, if you only let me using my fucking credit card in the first place. Paypal already fucked with my summer courses saving so I got no school when I'm suppose to, I've been waiting for their bloody confirmation that never came. But the deadline on online registration ends one May 1st. I won't see everyone til after April ends, so I can't even collect the money from them (one's gone back home, the other is in Vancouver, I can only get money from one of them). Paypal = convenient... MY ASS. Credit cards were invented for a reason. Its called "buy now, pay is back later", not oh-looks-I-useless-but-boy-am-I-pretty-and-rectangular. Helping people should not be this painful!! Actually, to be honest, I really should stop helping people buy things, I have over $200 worth of UOMes... er....ehehe...hehehe... I really feel bad for asking this, but none of them have a credit card but its cheaper to buy it now and not having to line up on Friday and waste your life away in said line. So... Can I borrow someone to paypal for 2 Adult Anime North tickets for me? >.> I'll pay you back at Anime North when I get the money from them. Onto another news: *continuously stabs paypal mentally* My Mac is back. Nothing is lost. Apparently the HD connector fried. The trainer that helped me was really nice and he was totally awesome to converse with. At first I thought he was a little weird, but he turned out to be an awesome guy. Yay to Apple. Actually lately, I've been slowly converting to liking macs more. Pc just looks so dull and boring and the colors! Homg the horrid colors on a PC. My prof, gave me just a passing mark, said I still have grammar and spelling problems on my Proposal YET, I got two people to proof read. So this taught me one thing: Proof reading is a waste of time. I'm going to be wrong anyways, get the same mark, so why even bother doing that extra work if the result will be the same. He said a 10% boost if I got a proof reader, it was like a 0% boost in my case. I've also gotten a chance to RP with Ja-chan, so that was awesome. Kittens, THOUSANDS OF CATS~~~ *maniacal laughter* Inside joke... No one will know what I'm talking about... And the Cosplay progress is: 3 skirts done + patterns for Roxis' inner jacket cutted. I'm SO FUCKED. AHAHAHAHAHA WATCH ME HOTEL PEOPLE!! YOU WILL ALL WATCH ME SEWING MY ASS OFF ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY!!! Exactly like last year AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! -D00med- *faints* And I'm debating: Should I make a 07-Ghost Layout first or Alto Saotome Layout? Aestetically 07-Ghost would look nicer, but butbutbut Alto - cross dressing/being beautiful is also win! Alto distracted me for two days straight with his sexiness, I have no resistance to beautiful, long-hair men who happen to get forced to play women parts in plays and who also makes a much sexier women than a really one. Oh Sheryl, ofc your chest will bring more happiness than Alto's... AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! *dies laughing* Oh I love Macross Frontier just too much! Lately, I've been devouring all the red apples in my house... *looks completely innocent* <--- actually, she stole them all from the fridge of her step-moms, so technically it's not Ayu's apple as she didn't pay for them. akinarei Sorry, I'm too lazy to Compose a new email atm, Are ye good for this Friday night? Now that my mac is back and full functional, we can continue~ No Lj-cut, F33R!!! Who plays Left4Dead on 360? SOMEONE PLAY WITH ME~ *ish n00b at shooters tho* 16 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

Macross Frontier heals bad days [14 Apr 2009|11:44pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Seikan Hikou - Macross Frontier ] ( Let's all break into song in the middle of war! ) So apparently my Mac's ram destroyed itself and now needs to be sent into Apple to repair it tomorrow. God I hope no one opens up my Yaoi folder on the Desktop XD I can't be responsible for broken brains. So I'm attempting to use my broken PC atm. It fairly cooperating, I might have to pull out my spare one though, but I prefer not to. So yea, guys, if I'm not online for god knows many days, I've withdrawn back to the life of no internet D= But good news is, thanks to XboxLive, I can still access MSN, so if you see me online, please don't spam. D= I'm most likely playing Left4Dead or Tales of Vesperia. I will answer you back, just it'll take a while. It takes time to take down Zombies. Fucking Scary Witches D= D= D= I LOVE YOU ALL~ I hope my Mac only takes less than a month to fix *wants it back* ( Small EDIT: O right what I originally wanted to rant about before Macross healed my woes away ) 3 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE

ToV Re-release - well fuck you. [07 Apr 2009|03:59pm] [ mood | bitchy ] What's new about the PS3 Tales of Vesperia I know the PS3 owners will be happy and that the series-love will be spread, but that's not why I'm angry. Like seriously Bandai-Namco, if you go and TELL your fans that it's "exclusive" for a certain console, it should STAY exclusive. Not get a fucking re-release + moar shit on another console. Or at least have the previous game have something else exclusive that the other re-release doesn't but seriously, when most of us probably (and specifically) bought the console to play certain games, and having a promise that is "console-exclusive" and it's NOT, really will piss off fans. I know I am, which will now make me weary of buying anything from Bandai-Namco. Ever again. Third times a charm, if angering people... First it was Eternal-Sonata and now Tales of Vesperia. Now I have a reason to NOT buy a PS3, because I definitely refuse to re-buy these games. And if it was Sony paying money to get Bandai Namco to do this, than that's really low, imo. I know Microsoft probably paid them for a first release, but that's not the point. If all that [Namco-Bandai] company cares about is Money and not the fans, well I say, fuck you. I see another boycotting to a company is apparent in my life. And as one of the commentor mentioned, those who bought the Limited Edition Tales of Vesperia, there was a special gift that you can get on the website. We never got it. Could they at least finish that first? I would be happier knowing that there might be a release on another console than selling us the "exclusive" title and lie about it. This is why I stay very faith to Atlus, who fucking cares about their fans. *huggles soon-to-come-Raidou-Jack-Frost Plushie* PS: Ayu verion of Boycott = bootleg and refusing to buy the real thing to support. Yup, that's my definition of Boycott. I'll still play it, I just won't support it. PPS: This probably won't be a Japan-only thing, I highly doubt that. >.> EDIT - and for laughs: Lux Pain and their Worms Yea, I agree with the poster, Ignition, why? Couldn't it be a plush instead? D= *is sort gross out but its funny at the same time* 3 NOISEs to fight|chain a NOISE